30 Days

As of tomorrow we are 30 days out from shooting. i've been so busy with school i can barely think. i hate writing these once a week but i just can't seem to find time. Between producing the film, work, school, the club, usg, etc i t's very very hard to find time. I actually did quit my job. i put in my two weeks last thursday. my last day is this coming friday. not tomorrow but the next one. i just can't handle it. i've been tring to finish the shooting schedule with every bit of free time i have. and the lab is only open between 9am-9pm. but I finished it today! so that's good. i'm going to email all the actors tomorrow moring the details. the schedule's not locked but it's done. we're doing it the way it's scheduled. we might switch days around but as of what's being shot in what order in a day is staying locked. it's frustrating becauses some of the actors have piped up with new conflicts they didn't have before. but everything looks like it's going to work so far. speaking of actors the read through went well. some people didn't show and i called them and they had good reasons so i'm excited about that. i had a reading with reslife today. that was both wonderful and horible. they open doors for me and put obsiticals in my way. things were work out well though. you just have to stick through it and not get discouraged. look at me. i'm so tired and worn out i'm not putting this through word, spell check or individual paragraphs. oh well. i got to see some of the equipment the school of theatre and film will be providing. it's soooooo wonderful. so wonderful. it's like i all of a sudden go to a film school. it's so nice to be supported at school in a way i've never been supported. i'm especially excited about the hand held monitors for on the set. oh i can't wait. it's going to be sooo much fun and such a great experiance. see this, even writing about this is like a rollercoaster ride. see, that's what i was thinking of writing about before. is that everyday on this picture is like a rollercoaster ride of emotions. i figure out something going to work and i'm exstatic, then i get knocked down, then i over come it, and so on and so on. a roller coaster ride. well, i'm going to try and start posting more ofter....oh yeah. The Sag thing is rolling along nicely. shouldn't be any problems there. i'm so scarted. going to bed. i'll try to post more oftern. good night.